You will never guess that happened to me last night! I really wish you could be here so I can tell you everything in person, but this will just have to do.
First of all, I sang. I really did! It was so embarrassing and I know you could have done a better job, but I wanted Peter to know how much he meant to me and this was the best way I knew how.
Anyways, there was some stuff that happened at dinner and I'll tell you about that later, but right now I need to tell you want happened after and I wish you were here so we could freak out together.
You know how we talked about one of the hardest things to do, other than actually having sex, would be to have someone see you naked for the first time? I did it, Maria. I actually did it! That's not it though. Peter decided he should be naked too and we took a shower together. It was.. it was so embarrassing for a moment, but then when we were both naked and in the shower... I don't know. It was... it was really nice and kind of empowering? Like, the whole world didn't explode, you know?
Maria - Penises look nothing like they do in photographs. I don't know how to explain it. I don't even know if you were here if I could actually explain it. When a guy's aroused... I've never seen another one, but Peter's was... really impressive. Do you think it's weird if I ask Peter to touch it? I don't really mean touch it to make him feel good. Okay, I want to do that too, but I just kind of want to touch it and look at it and see how it moves and responds. That's probably really weird, right? I can already picture you rolling your eyes at me.
Anyways, we made out a lot too. It was probably the most intense making out I've ever done. And Maria, I thought he was going to touch me, you know? Like, touch me, touch me. And when he didn't, I actually felt disappointed. Disappointed. I think now I might understand Kyle a little better when he used to groan. Not that I said anything because even just making out with Peter like that... it was really good and super overwhelming. Peter has got to be the hottest when he takes charge. He pushed me against the wall and, Maria, I swear I lost all functions of my knees for a minute. Peter is a really good kisser.
God, Maria, I feel like there's so much more I need to say to you. Maybe I'll write you another letter soon.
May 20
You will never guess that happened to me last night! I really wish you could be here so I can tell you everything in person, but this will just have to do.
First of all, I sang. I really did! It was so embarrassing and I know you could have done a better job, but I wanted Peter to know how much he meant to me and this was the best way I knew how.
Anyways, there was some stuff that happened at dinner and I'll tell you about that later, but right now I need to tell you want happened after and I wish you were here so we could freak out together.
You know how we talked about one of the hardest things to do, other than actually having sex, would be to have someone see you naked for the first time? I did it, Maria. I actually did it! That's not it though. Peter decided he should be naked too and we took a shower together. It was.. it was so embarrassing for a moment, but then when we were both naked and in the shower... I don't know. It was... it was really nice and kind of empowering? Like, the whole world didn't explode, you know?
Maria - Penises look nothing like they do in photographs. I don't know how to explain it. I don't even know if you were here if I could actually explain it. When a guy's aroused... I've never seen another one, but Peter's was... really impressive. Do you think it's weird if I ask Peter to touch it? I don't really mean touch it to make him feel good. Okay, I want to do that too, but I just kind of want to touch it and look at it and see how it moves and responds. That's probably really weird, right? I can already picture you rolling your eyes at me.
Anyways, we made out a lot too. It was probably the most intense making out I've ever done. And Maria, I thought he was going to touch me, you know? Like, touch me, touch me. And when he didn't, I actually felt disappointed. Disappointed. I think now I might understand Kyle a little better when he used to groan. Not that I said anything because even just making out with Peter like that... it was really good and super overwhelming. Peter has got to be the hottest when he takes charge. He pushed me against the wall and, Maria, I swear I lost all functions of my knees for a minute. Peter is a really good kisser.
God, Maria, I feel like there's so much more I need to say to you. Maybe I'll write you another letter soon.
I really miss you.
Liz