I can't believe I got drunk last night. My first time drinking and I got so drunk I can't even remember what happened. I remember talking to Mack and then seeing Peter, but other than throwing up - nothing. I don't understand why people drink so much. The next morning was so bad and I can't shake the feeling that I said something regretful to Peter, even if he says I didn't.

I wonder if I'll ever be able to remember what happened. The idea there's this chunk of time that I can't recall is so utterly disarming. I feel bad for people who lose their entire memory.