Wednesday Jan 23

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Liz felt like she was behind which was silly considering she wasn't in actual school and there were no state-wide exams or anything else which would require her to keep up with her studies at regular pace. Still, it bothered Liz that for almost two weeks now her classes and everything had been at a virtual stand still.

She was thankful for getting some notes from Peter and that he promised to help her study. She sat up on the bed, back against the headboard and knees up with her book open. "Do you like having Ned in Kitty's classes now?" She wondered if it was a nice reminder of home or a painful one.

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Loki's thoughts were right. When Liz listened and closed her eyes, she breathed in and out following his command. Her shoulders softened and her hands went from having sparks to none at all. She opened her eyes and blinked, looking back down at her regular hands.

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“Triggered by emotion. For the moment, anyway.” Loki didn’t bother to suppress the note of smugness. It was fun to be right! “The next question is what you were feeling when it started.” Not anger. Likely not sadness. Fear? Maybe.

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"Um," Peter says tentatively. He looks at Liz uncertainly. He's not sure whether or not it just started when they were alone in that room together; he doesn't want to make assumptions -- and he's also not sure if Liz wants to tell Loki about it.

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Liz pressed her lips together. Her gaze ventured over to Peter for a moment with a sort of expression that people had when they were hesitant to speak about something in front of him.

"I think..." She had no idea about the time at the cliff or the few times her powers manifested quietly before now. "Well... I got sick when Mr. Stark told me about... What happens to Peter."

She suddenly realized she didn't feel nauseous like she had been since then. She wasn't as clammy either, like her body was back in control instead of losing some sort of internal battle.


Liz thought - what was it that she had felt? Scared, sure, but she had been scared before and nothing happened. Her eyes fell back to Peter. "I remember feeling upset at the time and also that I didn't know a way to help him." There was the smallest of sparks that appeared, though Liz wasn't aware.

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"Fear, then. Or worry, more accurately." Fear for others was really all that worry was. Loki didn't miss the little spark, either: remembered worry was almost enough to touch it off. Judging from Thor as a child, the sensitivity could indicate a higher potential power level... strength manifesting more strongly. "Fear is manageable, but this may be more difficult for you." She knew she worried. It wouldn't be a revelation. "The breathing worked, though. Until we've worked out some other control method, that should help somewhat."

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Loki's thoughtfulness is shaping his perception of Loki now. Sure, there were times where he wasn't very helpful, but it was clear he cared enough about Liz enough to try to help. Probably more than try.

Peter looks between Liz and Loki.

"Is there anything I can do to help?"

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God, this was complicated. What the heck had Max done to her? It wasn't like she could ask any of them anyways.

She nodded to Loki, taking in his advice and direction seriously before looking at Peter. Of course she had to complicate his already complicated life.

"Just, um... Don't let me hurt you, okay?" She pressed her lips together with a small frown. She would never forgive herself if he got hurt because of her again.

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“Ignore her,” Loki told Peter. “About that, at least. If she doesn’t have control yet, why should you be expected to? I suggest instead that you’re the most likely person to trigger it until we, or Liz rather, works out actual control. Try to provide calm or distraction when you see sparks, take her through breathing if necessary, be normal otherwise. She’s not broken or sick,” Loki gave the girl a look, “so don’t let her act like she is.”

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Peter looks at Loki and nods solemnly. "Okay. I can do that." He'd seen Loki do it, so he could try it, too.

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She almost apologized, but figured Loki would probably roll his eyes so hard he'd hurt himself. "Thank you... I'll try to, um. Learn to control it." Somehow. This wasn't exactly what she had in mind for a new year resolution.

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“Also, mind the martyr tendency,” Loki added to Peter, reminded. “She tends to keep things internal until the stress becomes intolerable, and then she does a series of stupid things.” He returned his attention to Liz. “I’ll try to help you, of course. Powers are powers, and I know a few tricks. Failing that, I’m certain Thor would be willing to try as well.” Emma in the kitchens might not be a bad option, either.

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"Okay." Peter had a martyr tendency himself, whether he could consciously admit it or not. He understood well that he always tried to put other people first.

"Thanks for your help." He really is grateful. Peter never thought that he'd be thanking the guy who attacked New York City for anything, but here he was.

The inn had really changed things for all of them.

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"Thank you" She decided Loki would not appreciate a hug right now, so she went with a nod of her head instead. "We'll get out of your hair now."

She didn't like the idea of look telling Peter that he was a big source for what was happening, but when she thought about it, she had to admit it made sense.

She headed out of the infirmary and once they were outside, she looked at Peter and kept her voice low. "Are you ... really okay with all this?"

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Peter blinks. "Why wouldn't I be?"

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"I don't know... It's not exactly what you signed up for?" Plus there was some part of her that felt strange with the connection these powers had to Max. She had just started thinking that part of her life was entirely over and now it seemed she could never fully escape it.

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"What I signed up for is you," he says, looking at her. "So it is what I signed up for."

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His comment drew a smile to her face almost instantly. She leaned in, almost forgetting that they weren't kissing on the lips, and then she moved to plant a kiss on his cheek. "I love you."

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"I love you, too."

Peter presses a kiss to Liz's forehead. "Wanna head back to your room?"

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"Okay" she nodded. She was sure they'd have to tell a few people. Maria, for sure, and probably Mr. Stark, but that was something she didn't want to tackle right away. For now she just wanted to try and control it around Peter so she didn't have to worry him too much.