She pressed her lips together. "No, I mean... Like even if I miss Maria... I don't miss home. I don't miss Roswell or all the alien stuff, not really." She looked away from him and out at the door. "Being with you... Even if sometimes things are hard or whatever, they're... It's different. Back home I was always unhappy or crying and trying to pretend I was strong because everyone else needed me to keep it together because they were losing it. And I realize that even if I go back, what I had with Max was so unhealthy. I don't want to go back and just ... Fall into that again. If I have to go back home... I'm probably going to leave Roswell as soon as I can."
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Date: 2018-07-09 11:10 pm (UTC)