Peter and I made up. I found the courage to talk to him, in part because of Kitty and Sunny. I understand why some people have a hard time expressing themselves. It's scary. You stand there in front of a person and you let your feelings come out and who knows how they're going to take something.
It's funny how things work out though.
Peter and I made up and then we went further in our relationship, but then, just as we were getting used to that, I went and had another flash. This time - this time it was different. It wasn't embarrassing. It was frightening.
I knew Peter's job as Spider-Man was dangerous, but I didn't actuallyknow until I felt him under that rubble. He was so scared. How can I be okay with letting him go back to a place where he could die? The cruel thing is, I know if I don't let him, I'm hurting him even more. He loves helping people. It's part of who he is. And if I really love him - and I do - I have to be willing to let him put his life on the line. I owe it to him.
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timeasmymeasure
April 11th
Date: 2018-05-07 01:30 am (UTC)It's funny how things work out though.
Peter and I made up and then we went further in our relationship, but then, just as we were getting used to that, I went and had another flash. This time - this time it was different. It wasn't embarrassing. It was frightening.
I knew Peter's job as Spider-Man was dangerous, but I didn't actuallyknow until I felt him under that rubble. He was so scared. How can I be okay with letting him go back to a place where he could die? The cruel thing is, I know if I don't let him, I'm hurting him even more. He loves helping people. It's part of who he is. And if I really love him - and I do - I have to be willing to let him put his life on the line. I owe it to him.