Ever wonder if there are some things about yourself that you can't change? Like the universe had decided you need to be or feel a certain way and changing it is impossible? Being stuck in a weird new world, some things have become very clear.
Learning is a part of who I am. It's not just something I feel like I need to do because society says I need to do it. I like it and it makes me feel like I'm growing as a person.
Tonight I discovered another constant in my life. I'm drawn to people who aren't exactly normal. Maybe it's just how I'm wired or maybe after I almost died, something inside me changed. Whatever it is, it's followed me here...
I have no idea what I'm doing. Should I feel guilty? A part of me does. Tonight I kissed Peter and I saw something. I didn't think I could do that with anyone else but Max and Nasedo. Maybe that's a sign I shouldn't feel guilty? It felt right and when I think about it, I can't stop smiling.
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timeasmymeasure
January 21
Date: 2018-01-28 02:52 am (UTC)Learning is a part of who I am. It's not just something I feel like I need to do because society says I need to do it. I like it and it makes me feel like I'm growing as a person.
Tonight I discovered another constant in my life. I'm drawn to people who aren't exactly normal. Maybe it's just how I'm wired or maybe after I almost died, something inside me changed. Whatever it is, it's followed me here...
I have no idea what I'm doing. Should I feel guilty? A part of me does. Tonight I kissed Peter and I saw something. I didn't think I could do that with anyone else but Max and Nasedo. Maybe that's a sign I shouldn't feel guilty? It felt right and when I think about it, I can't stop smiling.
I'm sorry Max.