Consequences & Tough Choices (Peter)

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Liz laid there numbly on her bed over the covers looking out at the wall. She had cried herself out and now she just felt tired and stupid. She hadn't been able to look at Peter in the face, but she knew the words she said to him were things she should have never said. She didn't mean any of it, of course, but it felt like she needed to say it. She didn't want to be the wedge between Peter and potentially his daughter.

She stared at the journal from across the room, feeling the urge to reach out to Peter, but she can't muster it. She didn't want to face the damage she created, even though it was all probably for the best.

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Peter listens to Liz and considers everything she's saying. He's not quite as crafty as Liz is, though.

"I'm thinking of making her web-shooters," he says. "They'd stay with me, but they'd be for her when we practice together. It's probably not as comforting as a stuffed animal is, though."

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"I think she'd really like that, actually." Both because it was from Peter and if she was anything like Peter, she'd be hard pressed not to want to be a superhero.

"I guess that means she has powers like you then, right?"

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"Yeah," he says. "I thought I'd mentioned that."

He rubs at the back of his neck.

"They're not going to be really fancy like Mr. Stark's but... maybe that's better for a beginner."

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Mr. Stark... right. She wondered how she was going to get Peter to meet her somewhere later when Mr. Stark was ready to see him. She wondered how Peter would react. She knew he'd be happy. Liz felt the overwhelming urge to tell Peter right then and there, but she remembered how quietly frazzled the man had looked yesterday. Peter should see Mr. Stark when he was cool and collected.

"I don't think fancy means better." She smiled a little, meaning it.

She placed her hand on his chest lightly. "...Are you going to be okay?" Liz was already searching her eyes for his real answer in case he tried to minimize his answer.

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"Yeah," Peter says. "I'm sure I will. It's gonna take some time to adjust, but I'm sure things will calm down soon enough."

He takes a breath and smiles at Liz.

"I mean, what can be more surprising than having a possible-daughter show up from the future?"

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Liz offered him a smile in return, leaning forward to give him a soft, warm, simple kiss. When she pulled back, she didn't pull back completely. She wanted him to really feel her words.

"You, Peter Parker, are one of the most amazing people in all the worlds."

Her hand moved up to cup the side of his face. He was thrown such hard things and yet, he always endured. She wondered if he didn't realize how strong he actually was.

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Peter can't help but feel embarrassed about it. Liz definitely said things like that from time-to-time and he never quite knew how to respond.

But when her face is still hovering so close to hers, it seemed like the most natural response in the world to kiss her back.

And when he finally pulls away, he runs a hand along the back of her head.

"With everything that's going on, it's bound to be overwhelming for you," he says. "I know you're doing your best and I really hope you know that's enough."

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She felt like she should be doing more. Like somehow she should find a way to muster being totally fine with everything because that seemed like the grown-up thing to do.

She gave a small nod, even though she had doubts. Mentally Liz made a promise to try to come to terms with everything as quickly as possible, even if she wasn't sure it was a thing.

"I should, um. I should let you go take your shower, if you like. But... Can I message you later?"

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"Yeah," Peter says, nodding. "Definitely."

Peter stands up, then leans back down to give Liz a kiss. "I'll see you later?"

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Liz nodded again, her smile warming a little. "Okay."

Hopefully his run in with Mr. Stark would be okay too