"I don't know." Which she meant. "Some of it hasn't really hit home yet, you know? Like, for me, I haven't seen Alex in a year. He's just 'away' for me. There's been no funeral or anything." And so a part of her mind kept reasoning that maybe he wasn't actually dead.
"And a part of me is angry at Maria and the others for thinking Alex would kill himself, but I know Maria's apologized and it hasn't even happened to me yet." But that no one trusted her still stung.
"And then there's the whole everyone is leaving the planet thing and Tess is going to leave without even answering for Alex's death..."
She shook her head as if to say 'I haven't figured out how to feel about all of this and I've been at it for hours.'
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Date: 2018-09-10 11:33 am (UTC)"And a part of me is angry at Maria and the others for thinking Alex would kill himself, but I know Maria's apologized and it hasn't even happened to me yet." But that no one trusted her still stung.
"And then there's the whole everyone is leaving the planet thing and Tess is going to leave without even answering for Alex's death..."
She shook her head as if to say 'I haven't figured out how to feel about all of this and I've been at it for hours.'