Old Habits Die Hard (Loki)

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By the time Liz reached her room, she felt dizzy. It took her three tries to open the door before she got it to work properly and when she was over the threshold, she suddenly sobbed loud. Back pressed against the door, her feet slid out from under her and she ended up on the ground, crying - the sort of cry that involved your whole body.

She didn't want Peter to have to break Annie's heart. It wasn't fair to either of them for them to be here and have to deal with complications, so clearly it would be better if Annie could just spend time with Peter and Peter wouldn't have to skirt around the issue with Annie.

This was for the best, even if she felt like her world had been hollowed out.

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It was easier being a kitten, even if it wasn't a permanent solution to everything. It likely wasn't even a long-term solution. But it was the solution of the moment, and a good one. Loki purred, to indicate agreement, and also approval of the chin-rubs.

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She smiled a little and leaned down to kiss him on the top of his head.

"Thanks for listening... And for not telling me I'm just seventeen and all my feelings are temporary." She nuzzled his face lightly. She felt a little better for just a few minutes, but that was something at least.

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Loki batted vaguely at her face again. Distance between faces, girl. But at least she wasn't necessarily collapsed weeping anymore

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A soft small laugh escaped when he batted her. "Okay, okay sorry." She took a deep breath. "I'll go get you some food. You're probably hungry." She'd go to the bakery just in case Annie and Peter were still at the restaurant.

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Loki considered, then climbed on her again to sit on her shoulder. Who knew what would happen if she didn't have a minder? If nothing else, he'd be able to jump down and go about his business if she did end up having another fit.

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She looked surprised, but not unhappy. "You want to come with me?" It sort of felt really nice, actually, that she'd have company even though it was a kitten.

She climbed to her feet, careful of the kitten. She took a second to look in a mirror she hung beside the door. She definitely looked like she had been crying. Liz rubbed her eyes a few more times and decided she wasn't going to be out long enough for it to matter much.

"I've been thinking of names, by the way. How do you feel about Shadow?"

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Balancing while she stood up was a trick, but being more intelligent than an actual kitten meant Loki knew how to shift his weight to stay in place rather than overbalance and fall off.

As for names... it would do. Far better than 'Iron Man' or 'Nick Carter' by a fair distance. Loki meowed.

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It didn't seem like the kitten had any objections - as much as a kitten could, anyways - so Liz settled on Shadow as his name. "I'll make sure to get you something special for listening."

Liz felt as though the kitten had done a lot to calm her down and she was grateful to him.

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Loki purred. Why not? She was a good thrall, after all - despite her tendency towards masochism, she was ready to submit to proper authority. And that was really all he wanted in a thrall.